Tag: Christian Spiritual Formation

  • Open My Eyes to Wonder

    Open My Eyes to Wonder

    Psalm 119:17–24 contains one of the most honest and necessary prayers a reader of Scripture can offer: “Open my eyes, that I may behold wondrous things out of your law.”

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    It is a simple prayer, but not a casual one.

    The psalmist does not assume that seeing comes naturally. He does not presume that because the words are in front of him, their depth will be obvious. He asks for opened eyes. He asks for help. He asks for grace.

    That alone should slow us down.

    Many of us know what it is to read biblical words without really receiving them. We recognize the passage. We know what comes next. We have heard the phrase before, perhaps many times. Familiarity can be a gift, but it can also become a veil. Repeated exposure does not always deepen wonder. Sometimes it dulls it. We begin to glance at sacred things rather than behold them.

    Psalm 119 gives us another way. It teaches us to come to Scripture with humility, attentiveness, and a willingness to see more than we expected.

    The Danger of Reading Without Seeing

    There is a difference between reading words and having our eyes opened.

    We can move through a passage quickly, understand its basic meaning, and still miss what God is placing before us. We can approach Scripture as information to manage, arguments to confirm, or material we have already mastered. In those moments, we may still be reading, but we are no longer really looking.

    The psalmist’s prayer suggests that true perception is received.

    That does not diminish the importance of study, thought, or careful interpretation. It simply places them in the right posture. Understanding is not an achievement we possess through intellect alone. It is also a gift. Light must be given. Eyes must be opened.

    This is why humility is not optional in reading the Bible. Without humility, we tend to approach the text as if it exists to reinforce what we already know. With humility, we begin to allow the text to question us, interrupt us, and correct us.

    That kind of reading is slower. It is also more alive.

    Familiar Words, Forgotten Wonder

    One of the quiet struggles of the Christian life is that holy things can become overly familiar.

    We know the language of grace, faith, obedience, mercy, truth. We know the shape of the stories. We know the verses we have highlighted before. Yet what is familiar can become flattened by routine. The words remain true, but our attention weakens. We stop expecting surprise.

    The prayer “Open my eyes” is, in part, a resistance to that dullness.

    It is the refusal to treat God’s Word as ordinary simply because it is known. It is the recognition that Scripture contains more than we can grasp at a glance. It is a confession that the problem is not with the text, but often with our sight.

    This is one reason Lectio Divina remains such a needed practice. Lectio Divina is a slow, prayerful way of reading Scripture that invites us not merely to consume a passage, but to dwell with it. We read attentively. We notice what stands out. We pray in response. We rest quietly before God.

    Psalm 119:17–24 lends itself naturally to this kind of reading because it is already a prayer of dependence. It teaches us that seeing is not mechanical. It is relational. We do not simply inspect the text. We receive it before God.

    Humility Before the Text

    The psalmist’s words are not the words of someone standing above Scripture. They are the words of someone kneeling beneath it.

    That posture matters.

    In many areas of life, expertise can tempt us to move too quickly. We learn to categorize, summarize, and evaluate. These skills have their place. But when they become detached from humility, they can make us less teachable. We stop listening well because we assume we already understand.

    Biblical interpretation requires more than intelligence. It requires receptivity.

    To pray, “Open my eyes,” is to admit that insight cannot be forced. It is to recognize that wisdom is not the same as mental speed. It is to ask that the God who speaks through Scripture would also soften and illumine the heart of the reader.

    This kind of humility does not make us passive. It makes us attentive. It teaches us to approach God’s Word with patience, curiosity, and a willingness to be corrected.

    There are readings of Scripture that leave us confirmed. There are also readings that leave us changed. Usually the difference lies in whether we came to the text to control it or to receive it.

    Psalm 119:17-24

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    Deal bountifully with your servant,

    that I may live and keep your word.

    Open my eyes, that I may behold

    wondrous things out of your law.

    I am a sojourner on the earth;

    hide not your commandments from me!

    My soul is consumed with longing

    for your rules at all times.

    You rebuke the insolent, accursed ones,

    who wander from your commandments.

    Take away from me scorn and contempt,

    for I have kept your testimonies.

    Even though princes sit plotting against me,

    your servant will meditate on your statutes.

    Your testimonies are my delight;

    they are my counselors.

    Slowing Down Enough to Be Challenged

    Many of us read too quickly to be surprised.

    We move through the passage, gather the central point, and move on. But speed often protects our assumptions. It keeps us from noticing details that unsettle us. It allows us to remain in charge of what the text is allowed to mean.

    Slow reading is different.

    When we linger, we begin to see what we would normally overlook. A phrase carries more weight than we first noticed. A repeated image begins to matter. A verse we thought we understood opens into something larger, or perhaps something more searching.

    This is one of the quiet gifts of contemplation. It creates enough space for Scripture to do more than decorate our existing beliefs. It lets the text speak with its own force.

    Psalm 119 reminds us that wonder is often found on the far side of patience. Not every passage gives up its riches immediately. Some truths must be waited on. Some insights arrive only after repeated reading, honest prayer, and the humility to admit that we do not yet see clearly.

    Learning to Look Twice

    The prayer for opened eyes is not only about Bible reading. It shapes the whole life of attention.

    People who learn to notice carefully in Scripture often begin to notice more carefully elsewhere as well. They see what others pass over. They become less hurried in judgment, more patient in observation, more awake to ordinary details. They learn that looking twice can be a spiritual discipline.

    This is part of what contemplative practice forms in us.

    We begin by attending to God in Scripture, but that attentiveness slowly trains us to recognize traces of God’s presence in daily life: a conversation that calls for gentleness, a moment of beauty we nearly ignore, a grief we have been too busy to name, a small mercy arriving without drama.

    Attention itself can become an act of worship.

    To pay careful attention is to admit that we are not the center, that reality is fuller than our first glance suggests, and that God may be speaking in ways we miss when we move too quickly. This is not romanticism. It is reverence.

    A Stranger Dependent on Grace

    In Psalm 119:19, the psalmist says, “I am a sojourner on the earth.”

    There is vulnerability in that confession.

    To be a stranger is to live without complete mastery. It is to know what it means to need guidance, to depend, to ask for direction rather than assume certainty. Spiritual growth often takes place in exactly that condition. Not when we feel fully settled and self-assured, but when we know our need.

    Many believers quietly resist this dependence. We want confidence without vulnerability. We want clarity without waiting. We want understanding without the humility of asking for it.

    But the psalmist shows us another path. He does not hide his neediness. He brings it into prayer. He asks for opened eyes because he knows he cannot generate sight on his own.

    That is not weakness. It is wisdom.

    There is a mature kind of faith that becomes more dependent, not less. Not because it has learned nothing, but because it has learned how much is given by grace.

    “I Almost Missed…”

    One of the most practical ways to grow in this kind of attentiveness is to practice looking carefully at something small.

    Take several minutes today with a simple object: a leaf, a cup, a pen, a candle, a piece of bread, a worn book on your desk. Do not rush. Observe it more carefully than feels efficient. Notice shape, color, texture, shadow, wear, reflection, imperfection.

    Then write the sentence: “I almost missed…”

    Let the sentence continue on its own.

    You may find yourself describing the object more fully. You may find yourself reflecting on your own habits of inattention. You may discover that what began as creative observation has become prayer.

    This kind of exercise does more than sharpen description. It trains the soul. It teaches us that first glances are often incomplete. It helps us resist the laziness of assumption. It reminds us that seeing requires time.

    And that lesson carries back into Scripture. How many truths have we hurried past? How many invitations have we skimmed over? How often have we mistaken recognition for understanding?

    To “look twice” is not merely a literary or artistic habit. It is a discipline of spiritual formation.

    Contemplation and Ordinary Life

    Contemplative reading is sometimes misunderstood as a retreat from ordinary life. In reality, it can make us more present within it.

    As we learn to attend to Scripture slowly, we often become more attentive in the rest of our day. We begin to notice the pace at which we usually live. We recognize how often distraction governs our thoughts. We become more aware of what we nearly miss in our work, relationships, and prayers.

    This matters because God’s activity is not limited to dramatic moments. Much of the spiritual life unfolds in what appears ordinary. Daily bread. Small obediences. Quiet convictions. A passage read again. A needed correction. A subtle invitation to patience or mercy.

    Contemplative practice does not manufacture God’s presence. It trains us to notice what was already there.

    That is why the prayer of Psalm 119 remains so timely. “Open my eyes” is not only a request for biblical insight. It is a way of living with holy attentiveness before God.

    Returning to the Prayer

    The longer we stay with Psalm 119:17–24, the more fitting its prayer becomes.

    Open my eyes.

    Not only because Scripture is deep, but because I am often distracted.
    Not only because truth is beautiful, but because familiarity has made me careless.
    Not only because I need knowledge, but because I need humility.
    Not only because I want to read, but because I want to see.

    Readers who would like a complete year of daily Scripture readings, guided reflections, writing prompts, prayers, and contemplative practices can continue their journey through The Morning Scriptorium: 365 Days of Lectio Divina and Contemplative Writing.

    And the online course:
    https://teachclub.com/@morning_scriptorium

    These resources can help nurture a year-long rhythm of Scripture, contemplative reflection, prayer, and guided writing.

    Looking Twice as an Act of Worship

    Perhaps that is the invitation of today’s passage: to look twice.

    To look twice at Scripture.
    To look twice at ordinary life.
    To look twice at what we have assumed we already understand.

    And in that second look, to ask God for grace.

    Not every reading will feel dramatic. Not every moment of prayer will arrive with clarity. But attention offered humbly to God is never wasted. To read slowly, to notice carefully, to remain teachable—these are quiet forms of worship.

    So today, return to Psalm 119:17–24. Read it slowly. Sit with the prayer, “Open my eyes.” Let it become your own. And trust that God, who delights to make himself known, is able to teach you how to see.

    Closing Prayer

    Lord,
    open our eyes to behold the wonder of your Word.
    Deliver us from dullness, haste, and false certainty.
    Teach us to read with humility, to notice with patience, and to welcome your correction with trust.
    Make our attention an offering of love before you.
    Amen.

    Reflection Questions

    1. Where has familiarity with Scripture made you less attentive rather than more open to wonder?

    2. What might you need to slow down enough to truly see—either in God’s Word or in your ordinary life?

    3. If you completed the sentence “I almost missed…,” what might it reveal about your habits of attention?

    Return Tomorrow

    Return tomorrow for the next day’s Lectio Divina reading, and continue the slow work of learning to see with prayerful attention.

  • Psalm 46 Be Still in the Midst of Chaos

    Psalm 46 Be Still in the Midst of Chaos

    Psalm 46 is often remembered for one line: “Be still, and know that I am God.”

    Many people hear those words as if they belong to a quiet morning, a peaceful room, or a calm state of mind. But the psalm itself gives us a different setting. The earth gives way. Mountains fall into the sea. Waters roar. Nations rage. Kingdoms totter.

    This is not a peaceful backdrop. It is a world in upheaval.

    That matters, because it means biblical stillness is not reserved for ideal conditions. Psalm 46 speaks directly into disorder, fear, and instability. Its invitation is not, “Be still once life settles down.” It is: be still here. Be still while things shake. Be still while you do not know how everything will turn out.

    That is why this psalm lends itself so well to Lectio Divina. It teaches us to come to God honestly, slowly, and attentively, not after we have mastered ourselves, but in the middle of our unrest.

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    God Our Refuge When Life Feels Unstable

    The psalm opens with a declaration many believers have carried for centuries: God is “our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.”

    Not merely help in theory. Not distant comfort. Present help.

    Psalm 46 does not promise that faithful people will avoid trouble. It assumes trouble. It assumes that life will sometimes feel shaken at its foundations. The comfort of the psalm is not that upheaval never comes. The comfort is that God remains who he is when it does.

    That difference is important.

    There are seasons when faith is quietly sustained by routine, clarity, and familiar blessings. But there are other seasons when faith is reduced to something smaller and more essential: returning again to the truth that God is still present, still strong, still worthy of trust.

    This is refuge in the biblical sense. Not escape from reality, but shelter within it. Not immunity from sorrow, but a place to stand while sorrow does not have the final word.

    Stillness Is Not the Absence of Noise

    One reason Psalm 46 can be difficult to receive is that many of us associate stillness with emotional ease.

    We assume that being still means feeling peaceful, thinking clearly, and remaining unaffected by stress. If that is the definition, then many people will conclude they have failed before they begin.

    But contemplative stillness is something deeper and more realistic.

    Stillness is not the absence of noise. It is the practice of returning our attention to God within the noise.

    You may sit down to pray with a restless mind. You may carry grief, deadlines, disappointment, or fear. Your inner life may feel crowded. Your outer life may be no quieter. Psalm 46 does not require you to deny any of that. Instead, it invites you to re-center your attention in the midst of it.

    That is one of the quiet strengths of Lectio Divina. Rather than asking us to conquer distraction by force, it teaches us to return gently. We read a passage slowly. We notice a word or phrase that holds us. We stay with it. When the mind wanders, we come back. Not harshly. Not anxiously. Simply by returning.

    Psalm 46 is especially suited for this because its central movement is one of return. Return to refuge. Return to trust. Return to the God who is present.

    “Be Still” and the Illusion of Control

    The command “be still” can also be translated with the sense of ceasing, letting go, or releasing one’s grasp.

    That gives the verse a sharper edge than many people expect.

    Psalm 46 does not merely invite relaxation. It calls us to surrender the illusion that everything depends on our effort, our planning, our vigilance, or our anxiety. It confronts the restless belief that if we just think enough, manage enough, anticipate enough, or carry enough, we can secure ourselves.

    Most of us know, at least intellectually, that this is not true. And still, we return to anxious control because it feels more responsible than surrender.

    But surrender is not passivity.

    Trust in God does not mean refusing responsibility, neglecting wise action, or pretending circumstances do not matter. It means doing what faithfulness requires without treating ourselves as sovereign. It means releasing the fantasy that endless worry can save us.

    Psalm 46 calls us back to God’s unchanging character. He is the one who remains steady when the world is not. Stillness, then, is an act of trust. It is the refusal to hand ultimate authority to chaos.

    Peace Is Not Denial

    There is a kind of religious language that moves too quickly toward calm. It encourages people to speak as though everything is fine when it plainly is not.

    Psalm 46 offers a better way.

    The psalm does not minimize danger. It names it. Waters roar. Mountains shake. Nations rage. The world is not described as manageable or neatly resolved. Yet the psalm remains open to God’s presence within that reality.

    This is the difference between peace and denial.

    Denial says, “Nothing is wrong.”
    Peace says, “Much is wrong, and God is still here.”

    Denial suppresses fear, grief, and uncertainty because they feel threatening to faith.
    Biblical peace allows those realities to be acknowledged while refusing to treat them as ultimate.

    That is why honest prayer matters so much. Contemplative prayer does not begin with manufactured calm. It begins with truth. We bring our actual condition before God. We do not pretend to feel serene if we do not. We do not perform confidence. We offer what is there.

    This honesty is not a failure of prayer. It is often where prayer truly begins.

    Psalm 46               

    God is our refuge and strength,

                                    a very present help in trouble.

                    Therefore we will not fear though the earth give way,

                                    though the mountains be moved into the heart of the sea,

                    though its waters roar and foam,

                                    though the mountains tremble at its swelling.

                    There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God,

                                    the holy habitation of the Most High.

                    God is in the midst of her; she shall not be moved;

                                    God will help her when morning dawns.

                    The nations rage, the kingdoms totter;

                                    he utters his voice, the earth melts.

                    The LORD of hosts is with us;

                                    the God of Jacob is our fortress.

                    Come, behold the works of the LORD,

                                    how he has brought desolations on the earth.

                    He makes wars cease to the end of the earth;

                                    he breaks the bow and shatters the spear;

                                    he burns the chariots with fire.

                    “Be still, and know that I am God.

                                    I will be exalted among the nations,

                                    I will be exalted in the earth!”

                    The LORD of hosts is with us;

                                    the God of Jacob is our fortress. (ESV)

    Living Faithfully in a Noisy World

    Psalm 46 feels ancient and current at the same time.

    The forms of noise have changed, but the experience of unrest has not. Today’s turbulence often arrives through endless notifications, breaking news, productivity pressure, digital comparison, and the steady hum of internal mental chatter. Even when we are physically alone, we may feel mentally crowded.

    Many people are not merely busy. They are over-attended by the world and under-attended to by their own souls.

    In that context, “Be still” does not sound easy. It sounds almost impossible. But perhaps that is why it matters so much.

    The stillness of Psalm 46 is not an escape from ordinary life. It is a way of inhabiting ordinary life differently. It is a way of refusing to let urgency dictate the condition of the soul. It is a way of remembering that God is present not only in retreat, but also in the middle of work, conflict, waiting, fatigue, and uncertainty.

    Contemplation, rightly understood, is not withdrawal from reality. It is attentive presence within reality. It is learning to notice God in what shakes.

    Practicing “And Still…”

    One of the most helpful ways to pray with Psalm 46 is through the simple phrase: “And still…”

    This practice does not erase the difficulty of life. It holds difficulty and truth together without forcing easy resolution.

    You might pray:

    The news is heavy, and still God is our refuge.
    My mind is restless, and still the Lord is near.
    I do not know what comes next, and still I am not abandoned.
    There is grief I cannot fix, and still God remains faithful.

    This is not a technique for optimism. It is a discipline of truthful hope.

    “And still…” creates room for a more mature faith, one that does not depend on denial. It allows us to name what is painful without surrendering the deeper reality of God’s presence. It helps us resist two temptations at once: despair on one side and false spiritual brightness on the other.

    In this way, Psalm 46 becomes not just a text to admire but a pattern of prayer to inhabit.

    Praying Psalm 46 Through Lectio Divina

    Lectio Divina is a practice of slow, prayerful reading. Rather than rushing to analyze or extract a lesson, we receive Scripture attentively. We read. We notice. We pray. We rest.

    With Psalm 46, begin by reading the psalm slowly once through.

    Then read it again and notice what phrase draws your attention. Perhaps it is “God is our refuge and strength.” Perhaps it is “The Lord of hosts is with us.” Perhaps it is simply, “Be still.”

    Stay there.

    Do not rush to explain the phrase. Let it remain before you. If fear rises, let it rise honestly. If resistance appears, notice it without judgment. If the mind wanders, return to the words gently.

    You may find it helpful to breathe a short prayer with the text:
    “Be still.”
    “And know.”
    “God is our refuge.”
    “The Lord is with us.”

    The goal is not to feel instantly peaceful. The goal is to become more attentive to the God who is already present.

    Readers who would like a complete year of daily Scripture readings, guided reflections, writing prompts, prayers, and contemplative practices can continue their journey through The Morning Scriptorium: 365 Days of Lectio Divina and Contemplative Writing.

    And the online course:
    https://teachclub.com/@morning_scriptorium

    Both resources can help deepen a steady rhythm of Scripture, contemplative reflection, prayer, and guided writing over time.

    God’s Presence in What Shakes

    Psalm 46 does not offer a fragile peace. It offers a durable one.

    Not because life becomes predictable, but because God does not become unstable. The center holds because he holds it.

    That is the invitation before us today. Not to force ourselves into calm. Not to ignore what hurts. Not to baptize anxiety as responsibility. But to return, again and again, to the God who remains a refuge in the very places that shake.

    “Be still” is not a demand to feel peaceful.

    It is an invitation to trust.

    Pause today. Pray through Psalm 46 slowly. Carry the simple words, “Be still,” not as pressure, but as permission to release what was never yours to control.

    Closing Prayer

    God of refuge and strength,
    meet us in the noise, the fear, and the uncertainty we carry today.
    Teach us to be still before you, not by denying what is hard, but by trusting your steady presence within it.
    Give us honest prayer, faithful attention, and quiet confidence in your care.
    Amen.

    Reflection Questions

    1. What in your life feels most unsteady right now, and how does Psalm 46 speak to that place?

    2. When you hear the words “Be still,” do you feel invitation, resistance, relief, or something else?

    3. What would it look like today to let go of one small illusion of control and return your attention to God?

    Return Tomorrow

    Return tomorrow for the next day’s Lectio Divina reading, and continue this slow practice of prayerful attention in God’s presence.